Nice to see how much you mean to someone..
Don't see them for two days and then you make plans with them and they fuckin pass out on you.
I don't understand why I seem to be being segregated into a new group of friends by one fucking person. I allow myself to be pushed into a corner and forgotten about while everyone else does the stuff I love to do. Sit around, talk, laugh and smoke pot while watching something terrible on tv and making fun of it.
I have other things i can do, other places I can be, but I want the memories with these people that I'm being pushed away from. Memories they will share I won't be a part of... And that bothers me. That may be shallow.... but I've seen it happen before. I've done it before. I've stayed away from people just so that they could make more memories without me so as to distance myself from them.
I am being forced to distance myself from people I don't want to distance myself from.

I need something and i don't know what it is.... I think its more ink.... or a new piercing...

Its a fucking dog. Thats what i fucking need.